I love my girlfriend so much

TW!! Obsession, §v1§1d3

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I love my girlfriend so much, i’m so obsessed with her.

I hope she never finds this blog or even finds out that Dove is her gf, but if she does, i don’t think she’d mind much.

i’m so utterly and completely obsessed with her. at one point i let her control me completely for a month, it was so good but yet so horrible. i felt like a traitor, like a horrible friend, like a horrible sister, but who gave a shit? she was all that mattered to me.

in a way, i wanted to die together. life for me in the period of time was horrible. she wasn’t horrible. i didn’t feel horrible when i was with her, and i wanted to die by her hand, and make her die with me.

idk, sounds fucked up, but i genuinely can’t live without her. i’ve never been so involved and enamored with a human being before, but here i am, and there she is.

i love her. i’m obsessed with her. i’d be a dead dove without her. i’m hers, everything about me is hers, and i’m nothing without her.

i’d write more but i’m exhausted, thirsty, and i really want a fucking orange so goddamn badly i can’t focus

edit: i’m halfway through this orange and i’m nearly horny from eating it i fucking love oranges so much

another edit: i just finished my orange, i ate all the damn oranges in the house i’m pissed

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